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The Now Now premiere, live in Tokyo.</title><description>&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/15b2bbec6f02c9177d55a26a628d377a/tumblr_paum0xrOgn1qb3xkxo4_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/9760680377721f35970e0b753ae22664/tumblr_paum0xrOgn1qb3xkxo5_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/d985fe14e8266e71d7cf3a98e5ccffaf/tumblr_paum0xrOgn1qb3xkxo10_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/71a18c0bf203cc60f9361a7bcf1519b3/tumblr_paum0xrOgn1qb3xkxo8_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/9b7168c1782d9283cecfe98e16fc0c79/tumblr_paum0xrOgn1qb3xkxo9_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/beb844cf87c9f9b3fc13f91c90e571e8/tumblr_paum0xrOgn1qb3xkxo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://damonalbarn.tumblr.com/post/175217748390/the-now-now-premiere-live-in-tokyo" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;damonalbarn&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;The Now Now premiere, live in Tokyo.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/175217777585</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/175217777585</guid><pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2018 00:20:56 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>beeple:


BLOOD MOON

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&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;

BLOOD MOON

&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/175083952550</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/175083952550</guid><pubDate>Wed, 20 Jun 2018 21:58:12 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/_I46mszI4dE?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/175083922980</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/175083922980</guid><pubDate>Wed, 20 Jun 2018 21:56:58 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/7fc9c88d811769cc660f27383f85abbf/tumblr_pafm40ibiw1qzznqro1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174952815110</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174952815110</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Jun 2018 21:57:36 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Audio</title><description>&lt;iframe src="https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F429405084&amp;visual=true&amp;liking=false&amp;sharing=false&amp;auto_play=false&amp;show_comments=false&amp;continuous_play=false&amp;origin=tumblr" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" class="soundcloud_audio_player" width="540" height="540"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174890903510</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174890903510</guid><pubDate>Thu, 14 Jun 2018 21:17:24 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/GW1upu5h-7E?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174890301690</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174890301690</guid><pubDate>Thu, 14 Jun 2018 20:52:19 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/Jzda9D1fbSQ?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174727711830</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174727711830</guid><pubDate>Sat, 09 Jun 2018 19:20:03 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>oneweekoneband:
aseaofsongs:

I am 18, and I am walking along a...</title><description>&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/ada4f38af40ffdadff891e52f283bab6/tumblr_p9nvzzoDW01ufqu5xo1_400.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://oneweekoneband.tumblr.com/post/174633732864/aseaofsongs-i-am-18-and-i-am-walking-along-a" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;oneweekoneband&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://aseaofsongs.tumblr.com/post/174631216770/i-am-18-and-i-am-walking-along-a-sidewalk-to-the" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;aseaofsongs&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;I am 18, and I am walking along a sidewalk to the house of a boy I have a giant, messy, uncontrollable crush on. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My iPod is playing Tegan and Sara’s “Back in Your Head” on repeat, as it has for the two solid months since that album came out. The propulsive energy of the song and the slightly staccato delivery of the lines (built—a wall—of books—between us in our bed) plays out in my pounding heart, sweaty armpits, the imperfectly applied eyeliner I fussed over.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Over a decade later, I can see that I didn’t really like the boy, at least not in the sense that I desired that I as a separate being wanted to be near him. I wanted to &lt;i&gt;be&lt;/i&gt; the boy, I wanted to inhabit, not make out. I thought he was cute, sure, but more importantly for me, then, I wanted to move easily through the world like he did, to talk confidently about my passions like him, to lean casually against walls and counters at parties like him. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I was drawn over and over to men who seemed to be confident in the way I wanted to be, as though through proximity I could absorb their way of being in the world. Instead, I was always (am still) someone who “built a wall of books” in her bed, who “jerk[ed] away from holding hands with you,” who stood very straight clutching a bottle of beer at the party until it nearly sliped from my sweaty teenage (adult) hand.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I still want, as in the song, to be “back in your head,” but not at all like the song claims. I didn’t (don’t) want it because I want him (you) to think of me. I want to be &lt;i&gt;in&lt;/i&gt; the head, for someone to finally teach me to move slowly and easily and confidently through the air. I want to not be walking too quickly along a sidewalk while Tegan and Sara sing that they will “run run run,” to want less but I still don’t. I still move too sharply. And I still love this song for making that part of myself more visible.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;– &lt;a href="https://tmblr.co/mkpdnvu-7n0GT04yq0QaQ-A"&gt;@kashampersand&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Signs of life on our sister site &lt;b&gt;&lt;a class="tumblelog" href="https://tmblr.co/mjvYqwySRhGj6AWcpg9AmNA"&gt;@aseaofsongs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;! Check out this new essay on Tegan &amp; Sara and &lt;a href="http://aseaofsongs.tumblr.com/submit"&gt;share&lt;/a&gt; the music that’s moving you right now, if you like.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174664268020</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174664268020</guid><pubDate>Thu, 07 Jun 2018 18:00:29 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/E5yFcdPAGv0?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174441581930</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174441581930</guid><pubDate>Thu, 31 May 2018 20:34:01 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>mienar:summer’s here</title><description>&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/c484cb7645835c02bc49d8feab5ddfeb/tumblr_p9g13a6gm11we9f2ro2_r1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="https://mienar.tumblr.com/post/174373937279/summers-here" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;mienar&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;summer’s here&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174382290235</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174382290235</guid><pubDate>Tue, 29 May 2018 23:55:41 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Coming up: Dave Matthews Band</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://oneweekoneband.tumblr.com/post/174111366944/coming-up-dave-matthews-band" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;oneweekoneband&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;figure data-orig-width="1500" data-orig-height="1504" class="tmblr-full"&gt;&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/24f2148f14791122a4b4bdb591d2249f/tumblr_inline_p92ibr1AGj1qzy3k4_540.jpg" alt="image" data-orig-width="1500" data-orig-height="1504"/&gt;&lt;/figure&gt;&lt;p&gt;Did you miss us!? Apologies for the semi-intentional hiatus, but worry not; we’re still around – even if on a slightly more irregular schedule. We’re slowly filling up the weekly slots again, so please &lt;a href="http://oneweekoneband.tumblr.com/about#contacts#_=_"&gt;do get in touch&lt;/a&gt; if you’d like to contribute!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To kick things off again, we’ll be talking about Dave Matthews Band this week.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Your host for the week is Patrick Hosken. Patrick is the music editor at &lt;a href="http://www.mtv.com/news/author/hoskenp/"&gt;MTV News&lt;/a&gt; and has also written for Stereogum and Billboard. He’s on Twitter &lt;a href="https://twitter.com/patrickhosken"&gt;@patrickhosken&lt;/a&gt;, where he mostly talks about R.E.M. and nu-metal.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;See you in just a moment.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;– &lt;a href="https://tmblr.co/mYh0Dpov_0IDi62KVnO41Mg"&gt;@hndrk&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;OWOB’s back! &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174118618469</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174118618469</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 May 2018 19:30:14 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/bGSNZ7QAoK4?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174118373142</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174118373142</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 May 2018 19:20:14 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/blUImbQcY_0?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174115951290</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174115951290</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 May 2018 17:40:14 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Beach House, “Space Song”The best Beach House song.Tender is the...</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/f9X1C7pTu-M?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Beach House, “Space Song”&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The best Beach House song.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Tender is the night&lt;br/&gt;For a broken heart&lt;br/&gt;Who will dry your eyes&lt;br/&gt;When it falls apart&lt;br/&gt;What makes this fragile world go round?&lt;br/&gt;Were you ever lost?&lt;br/&gt;Was she ever found?&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174091952950</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174091952950</guid><pubDate>Sun, 20 May 2018 23:17:42 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>movieposteroftheday:

Japanese poster for STOLEN KISSES...</title><description>&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/4ea7c1b8dc4e9ced2b5962133ee52ada/tumblr_p91az6YhIg1r6ivyno1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://movieposteroftheday.tumblr.com/post/174083360032/japanese-poster-for-stolen-kisses-fran%C3%A7ois" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;movieposteroftheday&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Japanese poster for &lt;b&gt;STOLEN KISSES&lt;/b&gt; (François Truffaut, France, 1968)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Designer: unknown&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Poster source: &lt;a href="http://www.eatbrie.com"&gt;Eat Brie&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;50 years old this summer!&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174090489150</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/174090489150</guid><pubDate>Sun, 20 May 2018 22:25:43 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/tK0p6SDyhU4?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173991466410</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173991466410</guid><pubDate>Thu, 17 May 2018 17:50:13 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>I Don’t Know How to Waste Time on the Internet Anymore</title><description>&lt;a href="http://nymag.com/selectall/2018/05/i-dont-know-how-to-waste-time-on-the-internet-anymore.html"&gt;I Don’t Know How to Waste Time on the Internet Anymore&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;Feels appropriate to post this on Tumblr too.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173930095345</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173930095345</guid><pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2018 19:02:50 +0200</pubDate><category>internet</category><category>wasting time</category></item><item><title>Lykke Li, “Utopia”Quite the music video.</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/e4S_9LKUj8A?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Lykke Li, “Utopia”&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Quite the music video.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173899085135</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173899085135</guid><pubDate>Mon, 14 May 2018 19:53:54 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/45cdedafd63f789c39f59d753ba3f0b7/tumblr_p8qbgnSDAs1qzznqro1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173898598560</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173898598560</guid><pubDate>Mon, 14 May 2018 19:33:59 +0200</pubDate></item><item><title>Blur, “Blue Jeans”Don’t give up on me yetDon’t think...</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225"  id="youtube_iframe" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/SgCcvGFEBFk?feature=oembed&amp;enablejsapi=1&amp;origin=http://safe.txmblr.com&amp;wmode=opaque" frameborder="0" allow="autoplay; encrypted-media" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Blur, “Blue Jeans”&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Don’t give up on me yet&lt;br/&gt;Don’t think I’m walking out of this&lt;br/&gt;She don’t mind&lt;br/&gt;Whatever I say, whatever I say&lt;br/&gt;I don’t really want to change a thing&lt;br/&gt;I want to stay this way forever&lt;br/&gt;If you don’t mind&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173769969985</link><guid>http://hndrk.tumblr.com/post/173769969985</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 May 2018 18:36:25 +0200</pubDate><category>25 years old today!</category><category>happy birthday MLIR</category></item></channel></rss>
